Say Goodbye to 'misscarolynrose'

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http://www.youtube.com/caaarolynXO
http://www.youtube.com/caaarolynXO
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Hi everyone
I made my first channel in May 2010. I was a girl who snuck her brothers camera out of his room before he got home from school to film a makeup tutorial, without knowing what I was doing. I made videos for an entire year on that channel but had under 200 subscribers. I knew I could do better than that so I created 'misscarolynrose' in May 2011. I filmed better videos for a little while and then once the holiday season rolled around, I knew I would be getting my own good camera. So I took a month long break to think up all these awesome video ideas to film with my new camera and a better attitude. I came back, super excited to film and I had a fraction of the views I was getting before Christmas time. That discouraged me from making these awesome videos I wanted to so I just started making crappy, rushed videos that even less people watched. Within a month, my love for video making was gone because I wasn't having the interaction I used to have with you guys.
I need to find my love for video making again. I can't do that on this channel with all these subscribers who don't watch me, all these videos I hate and the history of my failure. I am starting over, turning over a new leaf. I won't be posting on this channel anymore. I have a new channel called _______. You can go subscribe to it if you want, but don't expect a subscription back or anything of the sort. If you aren't going to watch, I don't want your subscription.
On this new channel, there will be no beauty videos. I'm not the same person I was 2 years ago. I'm not even sure I liked makeup and hair and nails. What I liked was the comments and likes that I was getting; all the nice messages I got saying how much people liked my videos and my personality. That's really what I loved not hauling the newest and best lip gloss. So, no more beauty videos from me.
What really made me want to make this change was the my secrets video I put up. All the comments that said 'this made me want to be a better person' or 'this was so inspirational' was the best feeling. I liked feeling like I made an impact in someone's life. Ever since I was in middle school, I knew I wanted to help people and change someone's world. I never looked at the big picture and realized YouTube was a way for me to do that. So on this new channel, that's what I'll be doing. I want to do advice videos and have inspirational messages. But not only do I want to improve you guys on the inside, I want to improve the outsides too. I'll have DIYs to save you money, simple cooking videos and DIYs.
So, if you guys have any more requests for me that steer far away from a smoky makeup tutorial and spring fashions video, feel free to message me on my new channel, ________.
I need to re-find myself. There were times where I would watch YouTube videos for countless hours and not talk to anyone on the weekends. I put all my time into YouTube, in a bad way. I ran too fast and fell hard. I disappointed myself. I won't be using my twitter anymore because this is a legitimate start over. When I started, I didn't have a twitter, or a face book or anything. So, feel free to leave requests, and subscribe to my channel.
Thank you guys so much for being here for me and I hope that, if you think you'll watch my videos, you'll subscribe to my new channel.
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