my secrets

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here's to a fresh start.. [[please read.]]
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There's so much to say and so few of you that will want to read this. Ha.

When I made my first channel in 2010, I was a girl with her brothers camera she snuck out of his room before he was home so she could film a video of a smokey eye makeup look using only cream shadows.

When I made this channel in 2011, I was looking for a clean slate. Videos were rushed and not to my standards for myself. I hated every single one I uploaded. I was uploading to upload, not to actually be proud of what I was doing; something I wanted when I created this new channel.

It's 2012 now and it's time for me to really start making the videos I want. Maybe there will be one a month and maybe 3 a week. With me, I guess you'll never really know. But I have to make this change now before my love for filming, editing and uploading is gone.

This video was to connect with you guys, show you how I really do care for all of you. I wanted to do a video like this for a while and I finally got the guts to do it. I'm wearing no makeup, my hair still damp from the shower, in my pjs. The real me comes out in this video.

I hope you guys will trust me when I say I'm really going to try from now on. I've privated all my videos, but they're still here, so if you ever want to see one, I'll send you the link.

More videos to come. When? Time will tell.

Thank you. All of you.

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