My Mental Breakdown...

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Not really sure where to start, this video is pretty much a jumbled mess...
Show More Not really sure where to start, this video is pretty much a jumbled mess...
Last week I had one of the worst mental breakdowns I've had in a while, not 100% sure what triggered it, but I'm almost positive it has to do with music/sounds.
I have been struggling a lot to stay positive, or just motivated and I have a habit of pushing people away when I'm down.
I need time to heal, physically, emotionally and mentally.
In case you didn't get my message, I do self harm, but IMO it's a lot better than harming others. To each their own I guess.

I will try to upload more frequently, but honestly who knows. I need to figure out why this cycle keeps happening. As far as everything else goes, the giveaway is still running and will continue as scheduled.

Thanks to everyone who's stuck by me this long, I honestly don't know what to do or what to say.

Everyone handles things differently, my ways aren't the best, but it’s what I've been doing for 8 years... so, habits like that are really hard to break.

Thanks for being so understanding,

NXM

Side story about Leo, he is my blonde persona. Usually more around Fall/Winter. If you've ever talked to me during those times, you most likely met Leo, subtle differences, but it's those differences that make him a lot better at certain situations than me. Are my characters more like Alter Egos? Honestly, know knows.
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