Saying Goodbye - Vlog

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Sooo HI! It's been a long time and I have missed you!
Show More Sooo HI! It's been a long time and I have missed you!
I'm currently filming more beauty, planner and update videos, but I did want to upload this video as it is incredibly special to me. A lot has happened while I've been away, including the loss of my beautiful grandmother.

There was a lot of sadness and heartache surrounding this trip. however it was all interlaced with beautiful laughs and bonding with family and I really wanted to immortalize that and share it with you all. As much as I love Arizona, it has been sad being so far from all of my family, and I never really understand the weight of this until I see them again. It's like an overwhelming wave of emotion seeing them and being able to hug them and laugh with them after so many years.

My grandmother was a very kind and driven woman. She had been sick for a really long time, but never let that stop her from getting up every single day and putting her best effort to help others. At the funeral service, there were so many people who spoke about her and it was truly awe-inspiring how many lives she touched and changed with her generosity and love. So many people vowed to continue to serve and give to others in her name, and it literally brings tears to my eyes to know that her spirit lives on in so many people. I miss her so much and it breaks my heart to know that I will not be able to hug her on my wedding day, and that she will not be able to hold my future children, at least not in the sense that I'd selfishly like her to. However, I will always carry a part of her with me everywhere I go. I truly hope to make her proud and live up to her incredible legacy.

Thank you so much for taking the time to see my beautiful family the way I see them and I cannot wait to start making more videos again. I love you guys!

Vanessa

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