Jan 18, 2016

Raylene I.

We should exchange email addresses then I can message you there because seriously talking to you and realizing that yes other people have felt and gobe through the exact same thing and came out fine on the other side made it soo much more bearable :)

Jan 17, 2016

Raylene I.

That's because tramadol is a SSRI selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor so what it does is blocks the receptors in your brain that sucks up the extra seritonin that your brain doesn't use. so instead your brain is floating with all this extra seritonin and too much seritonin can cause seritonin syndrome which I had just recently when I got prescribed and SSRI antidepressant when my seritonin levels were fine. I've been Rx'd tramadol a few times but I've never abused it and it never actually worked for any pain relief what's so ever for me. and honestly I don't know why anyone would want to increase their serotonin levels beyond a normal average level. even before the serotonin syndrome started, I was really uncomfortable I felt like I was a ball of positive electric energy. my skin was super sensitive that a light touch hurt it would tingle and burn. ugh and I was only on them for two weeks! and then one night my muscles just started to spazz and j would laugh hysterically and then realize that this isn't funny and actually scary and start crying then laugh at myself for crying. I didn't make any sense like j just said random words that didn't build a sentance at all. but I'm all good now :) I don't feel soo bad physically anymore and yesterday the fog started to clear from my mind, and my husband and I are good now. all I need to deal with and will be happy once it happens is sleep. I can't sleep at all!! I've been up for over 24 hours now and am still wide awake. the night before I had two hours of broken sleep and that's how it's been for three weeks now. ugh haha.

Jan 13, 2016

Raylene I.

Omg love! I feel like such garbage. my husband and I are fighting like cats and dogs. and I'm sooo serotonin sick its not even funny like I should be hospitalized and on serotonin blockers in the hospital. but I have three kids and my husband can't afford to stay home from work and I have an ultrasound apt in the city tomorrow, so yay a two hour drive there and a two hour drive back all for what a 10 minute apt? I'm so agitated and frustrated and cranky. I want to cry at myself and then laugh at myself for crying at my life. some people have is sooo much worse! here I am belly aching that my abti depressants worked too well and gave me too much serotonin. I don't know maybe I should go in?

Jan 11, 2016

Raylene I.

Yes love. I'm through the door. I feel amazing now! the only thing is. I'm sooo tired all I want to do is sleep but that's probably what happens when you don't sleep for soo long haha. it was difficult for a little while my husband and I got into a huge fight which I found devastating but we've worked through it :) again I appreciate it so much that you commented on my profile! I knew I wasn't the only one to go through this but it helped so much to talk to someone first hand. the only thing is that. now I don't have this in by system anymore my everything hurts haha.

Jan 8, 2016

Raylene I.

Hey miss! just wanted to touch base and let you know that I think I'm over the worst of it all now and every day has been better than the last. my doctor finally found something that puts me to sleep so last night I slept and it was glorious! I also got put on SSRI anti depressants so hopefully I'll feel a better head space soonish. thanks so much for talking to me and understanding what I was going through :)