olive z.

About Me

Hello i just joined the community 4 days ago i'm here because i lived with giving people advice, No i'm not actually dutch when i was in highschool i was nicknamed dutch because a best friend of mine at the time asked her group of friends if i looked like a "dutch" and they all agreed so they started calling me dutch girl which was annoying at first then i started to actually like it. I paint,make music,act, and model i like photographing myself and others (not out of cockiness) it just captures the moment and your mood at the time ive probably have thrown a total of more than a 1,000 over the years. ____And doing hair & makeup_____

People were always getting freaked out because i would always change my look all of the time like every week my makeup my clothes it would be different styles and looks it will be strangely different. my hair would always be died different colors i don't know what was with me and change maybe i was just so insecure. don't believe me right i wouldn't either but it would always be the "Is that..you?" moment. If you weren't a close friend of mine you wouldn't want to know me anymore. i love changing i like having fun.

I'm not a makeup artist or a trained professional but i can say i have been trained by a good few friends who are hair and makeup experts over the years. I was always paranoid about my weight when i was a teenager when i was struggling with eating disorders so i've always wanted to feel beautiful I started to become interested in beauty when i was 15 when everyone told me that i was to thin so i used makeup as a mask to look pretty and feel beautiful. at first i looked like a clown because i would put pounds of eyeliner and rainbow eyeshadow (which i still enjoy to pull off) But i started to get better at blending and putting less cake on my face. and i realized how great i was getting.

After switching to another school everyone started commenting on my hair and my makeup even though i didn't have many friends i would always feel special when people would always come to me when they wanted advice.I then started doing people's makeup early before school and then everyone wanted to get makeup done and they would actually bring there hair tools and ask me to do there hair i started making friends and they would actually offer me money to go to my house and let me do a full make over. everyone always asks me why i'm not a makeup artist. I'm good at many things not just at one thing. now i'm a makeup hoarder and addict.